Morning Song

It’s 2am and I’m still staring at the ceiling,
It’s 2am and we’re still talking on the phone
About anything and everything and nothing really fazes me.
But I trust that things will change and
I trust that we’ll be together because
Maybe, baby, this is how it’s meant to be.
We were both kinda broken when I first met you,
We were both kinda tired when I first saw you,
But things changed and we heal and we opened up our eyes.

It’s 3am and I’m still reading what you sent me
It’s 3am and I’m still wondering what’s on your mind,
Because my heart is open and yours is still broken.
But I dream of someday where you’ll wake up and
See that this was somehow meant to be and
You’ll agree and sweep me off my feet when you see me again.
Time changes everything and we were too difference,
Once upon a time but things change and suddenly
I’m standing right in front of you and you’re staring right at me.

It’s 4am and I’m still staring at the ceiling,
It’s 4am and we’re still talking on the phone
About how you’re sorry for the promises that you’re breaking.
And it’s 4am and I’m still wondering if this is all worth it
In the end when we’re together or apart and
I’m picking up the pieces of my broken heart
Trying to figure out how we ended up together and
How we were never really together anywhere
Because you never really gave us a chance.

It’s 5am and I’m done crying,
It’s 5am and I don’t know where you are
Because you’re always sorry and I’m always there for you
But it’s time for this to go to bed and time for me to rest my head
And we’re not going to make it this time
Because it’s 5am and you’re not here
It’s 5am and I’m not sure if I’m going to wake up
Or if we’re going to make up and speak up
Because it’s 5am and I’m going to go to sleep.

Written November 21 2008 – it’s a song that I came up with in my head while on the bus, complete with lyrics and all, and no, I’m not going to sing it for you.